I woke up at 5:15 this morning thinking about the breakfast I will be having with a friend this morning. There are tons of thoughts running though my head as I think about what it is I need to ramble about with him.
The past two days I feel this huge scramble in my soul to justify some choices that I have been making. Perhaps that is why I feel anxious as I think about breakfast this morning. I think that putting words to that scramble will look sort of ugly. It doesn't feel very pretty even as some of those justifications pop into my head.
I think that is why I need to talk. I can't sort the lies out of what I am thinking on my own. I want to blame others for my choices but still I wonder about their sin in it as well. I can't see past my own hurt to how my choices have affected anyone else.
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